30th Birthday Dinner
I think I'll host a dinner for my 30th birthday. Maybe you'd call it a "surprise dinner". However, the surprise is on the guests, for the most part. I'd introduce those I feel I want to introduce to my "otherness". Where the "otherness" is the art that is the expression of my life. I feel sorta strongly that art is not a thing but the way I live my life. So the shit that I want to expose to loved ones is an attempt of expressing some stuff that I haven't expressed. The truth and importance behind the event are my desire to share and the willingness to be shared upon. That's pretty much it. Opinion and all that stuff is rather meaningless, of course unless it's positive and makes me feel good. Then it's good stuff. I just want to open a significant part of myself with those whom I consider close relationshipers. If I'm wrong in my assessment, then that's the ass I make out of me.